This piece examines the complexities of identity, loss, and transformation through the lens of China’s One-Child Policy. I created a serpentine form using origami fortune tellers folded from tea bag wrappers and strung together with fishing line, evoking the skin of a snake. Each fortune teller represents a child, particularly those adopted into the United States, while the tea bag material symbolizes the mothers left behind—steeped in sacrifice, often unseen, and discarded.
In Chinese culture, the snake embodies grace, wisdom, and the continual shedding of old layers to reveal new life. In mythology, snakes are linked to deities like Nuwa and Fuxi, suggesting power and origin. As “little dragons,” they carry an echo of divine force, even as they slither close to the earth and to pain. This symbolism resonates with the dislocation and adaptation experienced by both mother and child in the aftermath of forced separation. The fortune teller, a familiar childhood object, evokes both playfulness and fate—hinting at the many lives redirected by policy, distance, and adoption.
This piece reflects the hidden bonds between children and their birth culture and between mothers and the lives they were denied. The materials—fragile, stained, folded, and stitched together—underscore the quiet endurance of those affected. The result is a hybrid creature: part plaything, part relic, part offering. By combining domestic objects with mythological symbolism, I aim to evoke the emotional complexity of separation, adoption, and identity across time, culture, and memory.
Doodle Grid Method | Artist Statement
For years, I struggled with the pressure to make my sketches "perfect." This pursuit, especially with OCD, often felt overwhelming. The doodle grid method offered a new perspective that matched how my mind works—focused yet flexible. Working with a large-scale technique helped me move past the constraints I used to place on myself. It allowed me to be precise yet more free to embrace imperfection as part of the process. For the first time, I felt like I was truly sketching and not cheating.
My still-life compositions feature items from my home studio and my husband's music equipment. These objects reflect the shared creative space we live in and add a personal dimension to the work. This experience has strengthened both my technical skills and my understanding that art is about growth and authenticity. The doodle grid method has become a valuable tool, helping me create with more acceptance and less pressure. Through it, I will continue to grow and learn new techniques that can improve my skills.
"Still Life"
30" x 38" Canvas
Acrylic Painting
Artisphere 2025